For those of you that don't know, late last year I started a show on Blog Talk Radio. Being that one of my passions is wrestling, I kept the focus mostly on that, but did a little politics, and added bits I liked too. I did it through the holidays, and after my mom didn't make it here as planned, I kinda hung it up.
Truth is, having my mom cancel her plans at the last moment did put me in a depression. She is by no means the cause of me deciding to stop for at least a little while. I knew going in that to put together the one hour show I was doing, it was going to take at least 2 hours of prep to feel like I had the material needed for each show. I listened to the shows, and felt I was still stumbling too much and kept beating myself up for it.
The other part of this is I feel I need to change the focus of what I was doing. I need to talk about the things I want to talk about, and cover what makes me want to grab a microphone. So, I may wait another week or so and then I am going to start doing my show again.
This time I do what I want. This time I don't settle. From now on I don't try to please anyone but me. I know it sounds selfish, but I have taken the back seat, settled, and done it everyone else's way for way too long. It may only be a stupid Internet podcast that no one listens to, but it will be MY PODCAST.
Thanks for reading. Got a comment, send it to me at: bigdaddy@ccwinteractive.com but don't be surprised if I post it.
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